sometimes you dont believe who you are but people keep telling you things at times you feel like they're telling the truth and you never felt so real..
what ever it takes, to make you feel this way, it all amounts up to you, that makes you be true.
Nov 4th, I organised a Raya Outing with the ex-Unitians. Response at first was pretty demoralising. 4-5 people only. But in the end, 23 came and showed their faces to me.
Was really surprisingggggg and glad that it served (in a way) as a mini-gathering to catch up and laugh and joke with. ((:
Started at 11am and ended near midnight. Tiring tiring.. but fun, nonetheless.
29th October, I turned 18. Finally I'm legal? Haha.
Part One. I was rushed to get home from school because there was going to be dinner with my god grandparents over at Bukit Batok. So when I reached home, and got ready in my room (from shower), I thought I was late. So I went out of the room in a hurry, only to hear Mommey said, "OH DAMN!".. which got my attention. She was preparing the candles on my birthday cake (so cute!) when I went out. And had she not OH DAMN SO LOUD, and froze right there, I wouldn't have seen her, though the dining table is right in front of my room but because I was rushing to go into HER room, next to mine, I was already looking down.
She could've waited for me to go into her room first and scurried back to the kitchen. Haha, well I guess it's different if it comes to "covering up" when it's on OUR part, aye? Heh. But that was a good surprise (gone wrong) but I truly appreciate it because I didn't think I'd still blow out candles? Heh. Thanks for everything, folks! <3 you people crazy.
Part Two. So, I had a birthday treat down at Vivo's Earle's Swensens from the beloved boyfriend. (: We started off "classy classy" and then ended up laughing and snapping away as if the whole restaurant belonged to us, and as if it was just a mere Kopitiam. Lol.
Being classy is just ain't ma thang, yaw. I already dropped the bloody ladle when scooping the baked rice from the plate (HAH! still can refuse mo's offer to scoop it for me. TU LA SOMBONG!) and gosh, the MALUUUU. Haiyooo.
So yeah, there goes. My birthday pictures. ;D
Happy Birthday To Me! <3
P.S.: Oh! Mo passed his TP, too, on the same day we went out! YAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
October 27, 2007. Yearly, Bukit Batok RC Zone 8 will have their Perjumpaan Hari Raya. And as usual, my parents will go because they are the Grassroot members of BB RC Z8 thing, and as usual again.... I, as their daughter, have to be involved.
And... they have requested that I sing "Airmata Syawal" by Siti Nurhaliza and my god.... when I did, ALOT OF NENEK/ATOK CRIED. And towards the end of the song, my tears were collecting in my eyes already.
I almost cried along but I had to control because my song haven't end and I have to sing til the end as controlled as I could. Gosh, it's such a nice experience to sing and go down shaking hands of the Old Folks Home and the Teens from Pertapis... and seeing them tear from being so touched by my performance.
I feel so glad, and that was such an enjoyable experience that I'll never forget. And of course for having Mey, Mo and Imp there as well just made it all so worth it.
check THIS out if you wna know more (there'll be pictures posted - of the same ones in here - there too, just read what i planned & happened on the day itself, if you must) cause im lazy to elaborate twice.
Although they will be fairly be the same people, check out their "characters". I guess they better be up to something good this time round, because their Season 1 was superb!
Ohh, I simply LURRRVEEE Ugly Betty to the mak-si-moom!
<33 I hope Singapore broadcasts the show REAL SOON. Like, as soon as it comes out in USA in September? Damn, I doubt so.
Plus, having read all the spoilers from the Ugly Betty community, I feel sooooo tempted to watch watch watch!
dear all, my time is up. i've got to leave. im sorry that im not going to be blogging here anymore. the great friends that i met here and those i made through multiply will never be forgotten! & i hope to still keep in touch with all! {i'll still upload pictures here! :)}
Yeah, this was the unexpected KL trip. I was fuming mad at mom, initially for agreeing to go KL (on eve of National Day) without asking me first. but i couldn't back out, it's been paid. so yeah.
It was a one-way trip, U-turn to KL, and back to Singapore. meaning, we dont stay in a hotel or whatsoever, but just stay in the bus. like, cara-bus gituu. ahaha.
pretty new for me cause its the first time im doing something like that. backpacking down KL (not exactly) without bringing any clothes! haha. lighten the burden actually.. so we brought a bag ful of pillows... haha.
1030 leave Singapore. 0500 reach KL (Masjid Putra Jaya) from there, we freshen up, and everything.. then had breakfast at 8 plus. then headed to the shopping places (boring) and spent our time there til 4 plus. throwing money away like freebies. HAHA. not that we shopped alot la. but yeah....
7 plus leave KL for Singapore. reached home at 10pm. WHOA. damn tireddddddddd.....
i laid down on my bed like never before seh. BEST.
okay, taking a break from the studying now. (though it's not that much that i've covered to deserve a proper break), but hey.. here's a quick update lah okay. later if i don't update you all say, my blog stagnant.. aper jeeeerrr.
i'm currently on Bio now. i hope to finish Reproductive System by today. and for tomorrow, Endocrine System and Monday (plus Tuesday) i'll then concentrate on Blood and Immunology. hopefully i can make it to cover everything. oh, please please.
this is the first time i'm so semangat about studying Bio, and it's everything. I've limited myself to three days per module (because i'm really left with NINE days to exams, and i don't have the time already) and i dont wish to drag any module more than the assigned days because my exams are BACK TO BACK!
Bio. Med-Surg. Paeds.
FUCK LA. now that i just typed it out, Med-Surg is another killer topic that i need to concentrate on. fuckfuckfuck. I HATE THAT TOPIC. with all the retarded lecturers (except Kamalia) who're lecturing that module, it all makes it even drier and boring and......... seemingly meaningless.
:(
NOW I WISH I STUDIED EARLIER. fucking remorse. okay okay, i shan't procrastinate now. at least i still have NINE more days, rather than NINE more hours, right?
BRIGHT SIDE! BRIGHT SIDE! - i've (almost) completed female part of Reproductive System! yay. Male, Labour and Conception to go.
BRIGHT SIDE! BRIGHT SIDE! - i'm going back to the books.
It's not so easy loving me It gets so complicated All the things you've gotta be Everything's changin But you're the truth I'm amazed by all your patience Everything I put you through
When I'm about to fall Somehow you're always waitin With your open arms to catch me You're gonna save me from myself From myself, yes You're gonna save me from myself
My love is tainted by your touch 'Cause some guys have shown me aces But you've got that royal flush I know it's crazy everyday Well tomorrow May be shaky But you never turn away
Don't ask me why I'm cryin 'Cause when I start to crumble You know how to keep me smilin You always save me from myself From myself, myself You're gonna save me from myself
I know it's hard, it's hard But you've broken all my walls You've been my strength, so strong
And don't ask me why I love you It's obvious your tenderness Is what I need to make me A better woman to myself To myself, myself You're gonna save me from myself
fuck, why do i even BOTHER to go here. i'm so free like that. gosh, I THINK I NEED BETTER THINGS TO DO.
but gee, looking at all his videos and whatnot, where the hell does he find time to do all those? dancing, to "advetorials" of himself - to look for a girlfriend. my god, this guy has too much time in his hands.
doesnt he work? doesnt he has got some LIFE to do? doesnt he need money?
i think im digressing too much. but he irritates the bitch out of me. LIKE, MAXIMUUUUUUMMMMM.
and JY la! ask me go see his STUPID website. "MOST HANDSOME...." dont know whaaat. GOSH GOSH GOSH.
I was a very happy person. My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me...It was her beautiful younger sister!
My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, wore very tight miniskirts, and generally was bra-less. She would regularly bend down when she was near me, and I always got more than a nice view. It had to be deliberate because she never did it when she was near anyone else.
One day her "little" sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived, and she whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister.
Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said, "I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last wild fling, just come up and get me."
I was stunned and frozen in shock as I watched her go up the stairs. I stood there for a moment, then turned and made a beeline straight to the front door. I opened the door, and headed straight towards my car.
Lo and behold, my entire future family was standing outside all clapping! With tears in his eyes, my future father-in-law hugged me and said, We are very happy that you have passed our little test. We couldn't ask for better man for our daughter. Welcome to the family!"
And the moral of this story is:
Always keep your condoms in your car!
yeah i knowwwwwwwww..... i screamed, "fuck lah" in my head too. hahahaha. :D
seriously, i cannot stand Steven Lim. and that video above? is a superbly hilarious version to make fun of Lim, making fun of himself. he's seriously such an attention seeking bastard, that i, for one, find the most annoyed with.
anyhoots, Psych was pretty.......... bad. i don't know. maybe i wasnt confident? maybe i wasnt prepared? im actually abit of both. sigh sigh, disappointing but oh wells, it's over. now, i've got 11 more days (minus tomorrow because i'll be out the whole day to catch Rush Hour 3!) to the exams, and i have to study for three modules. 3 days plus plus for one module each and that is seriously not enough!
i hope i can manage. i really need to start studying already. and momo had better stop looking at bikes (and strain his eyes further) and continue mugging as well. your exams are in 7 days, boy! make mami poko proudd. :)
PICTURES :) and anyway, i'm far too lazy to talk about KL. maybe i'll post about my freak incidentS with cockroaches in KL and Singapore. but that'll come later, when i'm not all full and bloated like right now. and when i've got more time to spare for this space. :)
okay, i think i havent been posting pictures for far too long. and i think for those who havent noticed til now (who're ought to be slapped and smacked) that i've snipped those tresses of mine, here's a few pictures for you:
heh. how's it? many people said i looked better in long hair though i DO look younger in short tresses. well, im in for both sides. i havent missed my long hair yet, but i will once this short hair is far too unkempt and messy.
but that's not going to come now.
i need the pay to sink in soon. i need the exams to scram off soon. i need the week to fast (to pay back the debts) soon. i need the movie mania soon. i need the Project 50 to commence soon! i need the books to come to me soon. i need the mood to start the momentum soon. i need the soon, soon!
BYE! ROOL.
{steven lim still suck, SO BAD!}
p.s. i lost my cosmetics pouch. which i happily left it in the toilet outside the tutorial rooms in the H block at Level 6. careless, careless girl i am. i know.. and i misplaced my favourite pen-eraser that i have been using since Sec 4 til.... i lost it. :(
since i lost my phone the other day, and that my N3230 died on me, i've been using dad's N6030 for a week til he couldnt take it that he's handphoneless. so he bought me a second hand phone, SGH-X520, for a cute amount of $110. i know it's a very basic phone, but i love its sleek outlook and it's flipping mechanism!
:) flip phones, i loike!
so, thank you dad for that. and... since i lost my eraser, my brother who kindly offered to buy me another one, with me thinking and persisting to myself that he'll forget, DID buy me another exact same pen-eraser. only that the eraser in it is white, because he "don't know what colour i'd like". AWWWWWWWWWW~ he's such a sweety! and he even said that "my school's phone broke down. so i couldn't call you".. when i left my number in his EZ-Link compartment in his wallet there, if he was really buying it.
oh god. the little little things that makes my day so joyful. :)
and, my hunky boyfriend meeting me in the morning, rushed to school FOR ME, WITH ME, PULLING MY HANDS, because i was late for class (which was cancelled, damnit)... and then picking me up and sending me home, from school with ice-cream to walk home with, was definitely the best thing that happened today. :)
i know, i know. what the fuck am i thinking, to be blogging at such an hour with my Psych (both developmental and health crammed in 50 minutes of MCQ questions) ICA tmrw. but heck, im drained! effin' drained that i think i can just hit a wall with my brains and still not falter...
im so dramatic like that.
hello you. you're reading a rant from about to turn 18-year-old girl who's just about had enough of studying up til this hour. jam-packed la my brain... how ah?
well i found something when studying health psych (or more like writing notes):
Good Health Habits & Good Health. 7 IMPORTANT health habits:- 1. Sleeping (7-8hrs/day) 2. Having breakfast everyday 3. Not smoking 4. Rarely eating between meals 5. Being near/at prescribed weight 6. Having moderate or no intake of alcohol 7. Regular exercise
MAMPOS.
i am SOOOO TOTALLY not practicing all points except #1 (which i can totally sleep for 10 hours straight but that's bad also), #3 & #6 because i dont drink NOR smoke. :D but feck, that's just 2 out of 7. FAIL FAIL FAIL..
no wonder im effin' unhealthy. plus just now i just had three slices of fucking pizza. that cheesy fondue thing. WALAO. NUROOL AH! YOU CAN DIE OF CHEESE AND ALL THAT CHOLESTEROL ALREADY AHHHHH!!!!!
so, mo came up with Project 50. yeah, you guessed it right. to hit 50kg which i, proudly, was... ONCE UPON A TIME. oh wells. that was three years ago, when i was still....... having very bad unhealthy habits. so yeah, that's unhealthy thin! i want HEALTHY and MEATY but pretty thin. :D
oh god oh god. i need 10 months MAX, hopefully. to be 50kg again. i shan't and will never expose my weight here so all of you shall die of curosity because my always and forever answer to "what's your weight?" question is: 120kg. :)
i hope i hope this project this project shall work shall work.
